Dance was consuming; silver int'l rumba (A intends to dance with me at Gamecock Invitational later this fall).
I just want to lose myself today. I want to focus so hard upon whatever task I'm engaged in and just forget. What exactly it is I want to forget, I'm not so sure about. When one is so empathic, it's hard to untangle one's needs from the needs of others because they are so intertwined. That's the nature of empathy.
I'm just... Right now I'm in an odd mood. The range of emotions I've experienced today would force a more emo person to curl up into fetal position and sob dramatically to My Chemical Romance. I feel like I'm caught in a vacuum without a space suit. Or maybe more like I started a forest fire with a magnifying glass. I'm not sure if anybody should spend any time with me.
I need sleep.
I also have poison ivy on my left hand. :/
1 year ago
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Please tell me you didn't get poison ivy from our walk home from Lily's! I actually think I might have some on my left arm, but its already gone... like I said I'm not allergic.
Feeling your feelings is difficult, but good. Hard times, good friends, reflect... pray... dance...
haha, not sure - but I don't get it severely at all, it's almost gone this morning.
and I'd MUCH rather feel than not :)
you're awesome. thanks so much for listening.
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